mamimiss kita...

After all these years, all those pangloloko sakin, na when I was a kid that you’re my real dad, alam mo nagkaron ako ng doubts about who I really am kase nakita ko and I have felt na parang daddy nga kita, All of my childhood memories eh lagi kang kasama, you were the funny and ever dependable tito, laging game kahit saan magpunta kahit saan yayain.

When I was growing up nakita ko sayo how you value your commitment lalo na sa service kay Lord I have seen you have given your all para sa commitment mo sa ministry mo and I really admire you for that, I am proud to be called your niece, madalas sayo ko din naririnig yung nick name ko na (can’t say it here) di ko talaga feel pero iba ang dating pag ikaw ang tumatawag sakin gamit yun, iba ang lambing

Kasama ka namin at our best and at our worst, I can still recall all those negosyo’s na tulong tulong nating lahat na paunlarin, those basahans na deliver mo sa Shell Chem, those noons na sama-sama tayong naggagayat ng nata de coco, you made us work for free Nata de coco’s ha! Those hamburgers na nalulugi ka kase mas madalas nakukuha naming yung iba for free
You we’re the best tito to confide with, madali kaming makinig sayo kase you treated us like we were adults( kahit napakanaive naming sa maraming bagay)

Wala ka nung wedding ko pero alam ko you were celebrating it with me, malapit din ang bdays natin kaya siguro malapit din ang ugali natin…

The last time I remember seeing you was on the webcam, when I went home sa pinas, I know how you long to be with us lalo na sa mga okasyon na yun. And kasama sa prayers ko na sana dumating yung time na sabay sabay tayong uuwi, ang saya siguro nun.

When I learned about your health I got worried pero nawala lahat yun dahil alam ko we have a Big God na may lagging magandang plano satin, and alam ko eversince fighter ka eh, wala lang sayo yan, natiis mo ngang malayo saming lahat para maging okay ang ang pamilya mo.
You are one tough guy, a cowboy( nakatikim ako ng kalderetang kambing dahil sayo, at nalaman ko na pwede palang kainin yung ibang bugs), a great tito and alam ko the best dad sa mga cousins ko and the loving husband sa nanay nanayan ko…

A good servant, a faithful son of God, dahil sa inyo nagkaron kaming lahat ng way to be closer to God.

Haven’t talked to you in a while, sabi nila you we’re hiding daw, ayaw mo ipakita samin what’s really going on, it actually helped kahit pano kase I can still picture you as my big, happy and game na game na tito.

Malaki na kami pero with you we can still feel na baby mo pa din kaming magpipinsan, lahat kami halos stable na, how I wish you could have seen us, sana na experience mo din ang yabang namin di na kami mag wowork for free…hahahaha

I will really miss you pero alam ko you have to go, you have lived a great life and I know mas masaya ka kung asan ka ngayon, wala nang pain dyan, mas at ease kami na hindi ka na nahihirapan, oo malungkot , pero we know one day magkikita kita ulit tayo, sama sama tayong lahat, dun naman tayo mag prepraise and worship ikaw ulit ang tutugtog ha!
One thing lang that I regret is how I wish nakita mo sana yung apo mo sakin ( tsk bagal kase ni paolo eh) pero alam ko habang andyan ka mamimeet mo si baby ko, pakiutusan naman sya na bumaba na ditto samin oh!

OO nga pala you still owe me a meal sa Jollibee sabi mo ililibre mo ko dun eh!!!

We will terribly miss you pero alam ko darating din ang time na magkakasama tayong lahat!!!!

We love you dadi egay!!!!