A letter to my future baby...

Dear Baby,
By the time you’ll be able to read this perhaps you are already 5 or 7 years old ( depending on how well your Dydy Pao and I teach you). As Mymy ( I would like you to call me Mymy as your lola’s are already called mommy) is writing this I am already imagining how you would look like and who you would look like. I am already thinking about how your room and the dresses and toys that I would buy for you.

You may still be enjoying playing with Jesus making kulit with your playmates in there, but can you please ask Him when can you go down here with us. Mymy and Dydy are having fears already that we may not be able to have you, tell Him to help us na mawala yung fear na yun. And by the way can you also thank Him for everything He has given us, a kiss would be good din…

We already have a name for you your Dydy Pao want you to be a girl because for him a baby girl can be super sweet daw and he wants you to look like me daw… As for Mymy, I want you the way you are kahit boy pa ikaw or girl. We already have a name for you na nga eh, If you are a girl we would name you Loren Danielle or Psalmantha Danielle, what do you think baby??? hope you like it, we will call you Dannie or Psalm for short.
If you will be a boy, your cousin Gaile has already chosen a name for you and Dydy also liked it, You will be Allen Francis…

Dydy and I have really looking forward to meet you and a lot of your tito’s and tita’s here have been waiting for you as well, you have lot’s of Ninong’s and Ninang’s na nga eh, even your Lolo’s and Lola’s are looking forward to meet you na, I just tell them that you might still be enjoying your playtime there and God is still making you pogi/maganda pa…
Wag kang mag worry I would not mind those morning sickness or back pains, Okay lang kay Mymy yung mga kick sa tummy or mga food cravings. Yung mga frequent trip sa restroom okay lang din sakin yun and I promise Mymy will do her best na matutong uminom ng milk para maging healthy ka din.

Dydy and Mymy would not mind to be awaken by your late night cravings din and mga panggising mo na iyak, mapagod man kami as long as it’s for your best okay lang samin yun ( pero wag naman lagi ganun baby ha). Mymy would do her very best din not to throw up while I am washing you kapag you make pupu, believe me bebe malaking step para kay Mymy yun
It may not be as perfect here compared to there but I’ll make sure that you’ll have the best. Mymy and Dydy will do our very best to give you everything. We may not be the perfect parents but we will try to be the best for you. The world may not be as good as your playpen in Heaven but I know God will provide us everything, He will make all things work for us 3.

Your dad is super cool, he will really make you feel like you’re a princess or a queen syempre king kung boy ka, and gusto ko I-share sayo and maramdaman mo how great your dad is. He can be a good friend, a great dad and the good provider din. Ngayon pa lang he’s doing the best he can to prepare a good future for you na.

Your Mommy Baby and Daddy Bert is also looking forward din to spoil you, they also want the best for you, si Mommy Neng din at si Daddy July, andun din sila waiting, ang dami na ngang mag iispoil sayo eh, pero alam ko naman baby na you’ll grow up as a good kid.

Your tita’s and tito’s are super, you’ll really love them din, and if ever we will have lot’s of time and money pag dating mo we’ll visit your Tito Jon and Tita Maan in AZ din, magiging spoiled ka din sa kanila kase super loving si Tita mo, and wait til you meet your cousin from them din. Your Tita Doodle can take you to theater plays and shopping trips just as what she does to your cousins Gaile and Gboy. Your Tito Abet may be a bully but he will be your super malambing na tito. You also have a Tito Baloi who can teach you to play table tennis and your Tito Patrick and your cousins Keizah and Micah will be your playmates also.

Madami ding naging friends si mommy while waiting for you and before pa man kita I conceive andun na sila praying for me andyan sina tita Abhie mo and si tita Denden na kahit magkakalayo at sa multiply lang kami nagkakailala they are praying na din for us na mag meet na soon. And pag dating mo sabay tayong mag tethank you sa kanila.

Andyan din si Tita Bisaya mo na lagi ka ding pinagprepray at winiwish nya na meron na din syang matawag na Babylog( baby tagalog in short), looking forward din si Babykuya Zaiid who by the way is also praying for you to come here na and si Babysaya, na I know isa sa mga naging playmate mo dyan, I even asked him na sabihan ka dyan to go down here na din eh... I know you'll be great friends din like Mymy and Tita Bisaya is.

Mahirap sa umpisa baby pero I know kaya natin to ng Dydy mo kase kasama natin sa team natin si Lord.

I’ll try to be understanding sayo as you grow up, pero wag kang magagalit sakin pag nagkaron ng time na papagalitan ka naming ni Dydy mo pag mali ka ha. And one things for sure yung playmate mo dyan ngayon si Jesus di din naman kayo magkakalayo eh kase pagbaba mo at pagpunta mo dito samin kasama pa din natin sya. He’ll be your guide and your Best Friend and ano man ang di namin kayang ibigay ni Dydy sayo andyan sya.

Enjoy mo lang yung time mo dyan baby ha but not too much, kase down here, we’ve been missing you way too much na.
We love you baby and see you real soon…

Love your future mommy…


P.S. Can you also please tell God na if ever you have a sibling wag muna kayong magkasunod agad para I can have time for both of you ha…Love you love you baby